Archive-name: MrWade/mrwade00.txt
Archive-author: Master Wade
Archive-title: MRWADE= Hunger Revealed-The Beginning
No one would have guessed it. Certainly not anyone who knew her
well. Her husband didn't have a clue. But it was there all along.
Even Monica didn't know how fully the hunger existed within her. It
took the right combination of events to expose it, and the right
combination of people to let it flower.
In the beginning, not even Master Wade knew. In fact, he wasn't
even aware that he was inclined to enjoy dominance and submission.
To him the terms were vague and mis-understood. But he learned as
well.
They met over the telephone lines on their computers. And the
very first time they spoke they both knew they would never be the
same again. It all happened that quickly. It was exactly like the
meeting of eyes that takes place between two people, except in this
instance it was the meeting of lines of type.
As the relationship developed it became obvious that they were
special people to each other. The longer they talked the more
obvious it became. As their fun turned to shared fantasies and the
shared fantasies turned to deep passion and need it was clear how
deep the need and the ability to meet that need ran. It became an
over-powering passion that eclipsed everything else in their lives.
There were other reasons, of course, besides the passion that
they shared with each other which drew them together. They had both
made bad choices in partners in the past, and resolving those issues
was also a priority. But it had to be done. It would have had to
have been done regardless, even if they had never met.
They learned something about their mutual desire for the
inclusion of dominance and submission in their relationship while
communicating via computer, but it was on the phone that it really
came alive for them. It wasn't easy for them to talk on the phone.
For a long time she continued to remain in her previous marriage, and
would call him at night, late, after her husband had fallen asleep on
the couch. They would talk for hours and she would whisper the "yes"
answers that he made her give to the dirty questions he asked her,
and she would come and come and come. There were times when she
would stay home from work in order to talk to him, and they would
spend nearly the whole day on the phone...much of it with him weaving
d&s fantasies for her while they both masturbated.
Finally the hard decisions that had to be made were made, and
they were able to be together for good. They continued to live apart
for some time, neither wanting to make another mistake. But after
her move from New York to his small town in Virginia, they were never
apart for long. And when they were it was only in body, never in
spirit.
Their first sex together was nothing at all like the sex they
had shared over the year and a half before they finally met. The
beauty of finally being together and the love that they had come to
feel for each other guided that time together. It was tender and
uncomplicated, warm and special, the kind of love-making that one
reads about in romance novels and wonders about really existing. It
does.
Monica had known for many months that she would be enrolled in
something he called the Wife-Slut Course once she gave herself to
him. And it wasn't long before her instruction began in earnest. He
had explained the course as a life-long course of study in which she
would learn to know herself completely. She would learn that there
were many, many things which excited her sexually. She would learn
that there were many, many things which she wanted and needed to
fantasize about and do which she had never allowed herself the
freedom to even think about in the past. She would learn that he
would give her the freedom that she had been unable to give herself,
and that he would train her mentally and physically to be his slave-
slut in every meaning of the words.
During the months that he had lived alone in anticipation of her
coming to be with him, Master Wade had applied himself studiously to
developing the MASTER within him. Some of his development came
through reading about the experiences of others. Some of it came
from close observation of those who were either masters or slaves.
Most of it came from examining himself honestly and openly and
discovering that it was making Monica FLY like a butterfly sexually
that excited him more than anything else in the world.
They both understood intellectually that the roles actually
crossed when they were being MASTER and slave to each other. When he
was dominating her, he was doing it to allow her the freedom to do
those things which excited her most, bringing her to a zenith of
sexual passion and fulfilment. When she was being submissive to him,
she was in many ways using him, making him do things to her and with
her that she wanted; having the power to make him because of the need
that she knew he had to be dominant with her.
So, she threw herself into her course of study eagerly. No
matter what he required of her, she did it. She read the books,
looked at the pictures, watched the movies, learned the secret hand
signals and voice codes, wore what he said to wear, masturbated when
and how he told her to, fucked and sucked whenever and whomever he
said. She had thought in the beginning that surely she would become
accomplished at being his slave-slut rather quickly, and that the
course would not last very long. But the more she submitted to him
and the more involved she became in the course, the more she realized
that it would continue until they chose for it to end. She hoped
that day would never come.
The MRWADE stories that follow in this series are episodes in
the training of slave Monica. While every story does not involve her
directly, they all have a bearing on her MASTER'S ability to both use
and train her properly. Names are changed and some events
fictionalized to protect those who may have been mentioned in the
stories. Those readers with further interest in the course of study
used in Monica's training are referred to the installments soon to be
uploaded under the file name COURSE.STY which is the Wife-Slut Course
both written and used by Master Wade.
To the extent that some stories appear out of sequence and the
author has either awkwardly or unsuccessfully attempted to explain
their inclusion he apologizes. As an amateur writer he as made some
mistakes and will continue to make them as he relates the events in
this continuing story. But it is his hope that the reader will be
able to share at least a portion of the excitement and fulfilment
which he and Monica have learned to experience and are experiencing
even now.
Anyone who would like to offer constructive criticsm either
literary in nature or as it relates to the field of dominance and
submission is encouraged to leave Master Wade messages on the
Farmer's Daughter BBS.
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