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Archive-name: Changes/promgirl.txt

Archive-author: Leigh De Santa Fe

Archive-title: Prom Girl

                           (Part One)

               Copyright 1990 by Leigh De Santa Fe

   It was probably the most nerve-wracking night of Stephen's

life. For two weeks he had suffered and agonized over the decision

to ask Francesca Esposito to the Mushroom Prom. She had occupied

his thoughts constantly from the moment he first laid his eyes on

her abundant black hair and her lovely olive skin. Of course she

was lovely but she was also an interesting compendium of seemingly

contradictory qualities. On the one hand she was extraordinarily

bright, a straight A student who maneuvered through difficult

courses without any trouble and on the other she was wanton and

wild, wearing the most tempting clothing and using make-up in a way

that belied her years. When he first saw her it was from the back

and her long curly hair fell down her back in big frothy waves

which then directed his eyes to her lovely buttocks, squeezed into

jeans that held her like a second skin. He followed her down the

hall while she chatted vivaciously with her friend, finally turning

and dazzling him with her lovely features femininely framed in soft

black curls. His heart melted. She was beautiful.

   Finally Stephen approached her after math class. She looked

at him incredulously for a brief moment and then she gave him a sly

smile and said, "Yes, I'll go but I know my mother will want to

meet you before you take me out. Can you come by next Wednesday

night around 4:00 or so." He was ecstatic and this simple hurdle

was an easy and even joyful undertaking. He would get to spend even

more time with the radiant Francesca.

   As he approached the house his heart was dancing under his

tongue. He would be near her and away from the cruel peers that

shaped their rigid roles in school. Now he could show her himself

and she would revel in his intelligence and quiet wit.

   He knocked and after a long pause the door opened a crack.

Francesca's face appeared out of breath. He began to sweat and his

mouth went dry. "Can you wait for a moment," she said coyly, "I'm

not dressed." He blushed and she laughed and disappeared behind the

closing door.

   A full ten minutes later she opened the door and let him in.

She was wearing a pink sweatsuit which she managed to turn into a

ravishing garment.

   "I've been trying to sew my dress for the Snowball Prom," she

explained. "It's so hard to know when things are the right length

unless you wear them and so I've been trying the dress on and

changing the hem and trying it on again and well, I never seem to

get it right."

   "It's hard I guess," his sterling tongue divulged.

   "Hard isn't the word. It's impossible." She looked at him and

smiled. He looked down at his feet. "Say, I have an idea," she

laughed. "Are you very brave?"

   "Brave? I guess . . . I don't know."

   "This could take some bravery."

   "Sure, I guess. What is it?"

   "Could you try the dress on for me. It will only take a

minute. All I have to do is put a few pins around the hem."

   "Put the dress on? Oh, I don't know . . ."

   "Oh come on," she laughed and pulled her hair up behind her

head. She was so enchanting. "You're not afraid of being a sissy

are you?" she said disdainfully, still toying with her bounteous


   "Oh, no. I don't think so."

   "Oh good. Okay, here's a bra and petticoats. Go upstairs and

take off your clothes and put these on."

   "Wait a minute . . ."

   "You can't put a prom dress on over your clothes and I can't

see how it fits unless you're wearing my bra and petticoats. It's

that simple. Now go on." She thrust the bra and panties into his

arms and pushed him up the stairs. "The bathroom's first door on

the right. I'll help you into the dress when you come down. Don't

worry. It will only be a minute. Now hurry up."

    "What was he doing here?" he asked himself as he unbuttoned

his shirt. "I didn't want to do this. Why am I doing it?" And yet

he continued to undress with the vision of Francesca's beauty

spurring him onward. Fastening the bra, a strapless one, took him

five minutes. He wound up putting the bra on backwards, fastening

it in front and then rotating it until the cups ballooned from his

chest. Then he stepped into the tulle petticoats, trying to stifle

the noisy rustle he knew was filling the house.

   But it was nothing compared to the sound as he tiptoed down

the stairs, swishing from step to step in an effort to make a

noiseless entrance but creating an effect that could only be called


   Francesca sat below reading a magazine, the prom dress draped

over her lap. When the rustle of his petticoats heralded his

appearance on the first landing she looked up and smiled brightly.

Suddenly he felt ennobled by his act of bravery but nonetheless

resumed his shy descent.

   "You look great," Francesca said without irony. She held the

dress open for him to step into, gathering his petticoats and

tucking them in, then pulling the dress up over his arms and

finally zipping him into the tight fitting strapless gown. It fit

him perfectly.

   Francesca stood back and looked at him. It seemed she was

suppressing a laugh but she turned around before he could be sure.

   "Slip into these," she said proffering a pair of shiny black

high heels.

   "Shoes too?" he said.

   "Well, I can't tell how it will look in your bare feet can I?"

   He meekly ascented and stepped into the shoes, wobbling


   "Now stand up on the chair so I can check the hem."

   He obliged but only with great difficulty as the tightness of

the bodice allowed him no flexibility of movement and the heels no

sureness of step. Francesca steadied him with her hand till he

regained his balance. Then she stepped back to look at him and

smiled widely.

   At that moment the doorbell rang. Before he could protest

Francesca had leapt up and answered the door. It was Bonnie Budd

and Suzy Creamer, Francesca's best friends. They looked at Stephen

standing redfaced in prom dress and heels and began to giggle. Then

they laughed out loud and Francesca joined them.

   "I can't believe you did it!" Bonnie said.

   "It was easy. He did everything I asked him to."

   "He looks like Cinderella up there." Suzy said. Then she

walked over to the humiliated boy and said, "Say you're cute.

What's your name?"

   Bonnie had pulled a instamatic from her purse and began

snapping pictures of Stephen as though he were a model. Tears

welled in his eyes which only added to his dewy girlhood.

   The doorbell rang again. It was Nancy Kruel. "Did you bring

it?" Francesca asked her.

   Nancy looked over at Stephen and gasped, "Oh, you did it!"

   "Did you bring it? Francesca asked again.

   "Yes, here it is," she said, handing a large round box to


   Nancy joined Suzy and they began laughing all over again while

Francesca opened the box and pulled out a wig. It was a long

brunette pageboy, backcombed for a bouffant look and with long,

thick bangs. Francesca took it off the styrofoam stand and handed

it to Stephen.

   "Put it on, girlie."

   "I thought you . . ." he said haltingly.

   "You thought I'd go out with you! You're the school's biggest

nerd. Put it on!"

   "No . . . I uh . . ."

   "Put it on or we'll take these pictures to school and show

everyone what a beautiful girl you are! Is that what you want?"

   Stephen took the wig from her hand and pulled it tentatively

over his head. The girls broke out again in gales of laughter.

   He didn't really look all that ridiculous. Actually the

hairless youth seemed rather precious in the strapless satin gown,

brunette hair curling under as it reached his naked shoulders. His

soft features and full red lips, always a little effeminate on his

male face now seemed to glow with a correctness, as though the wig

and satin dress had uncovered some deeply feminine beauty

heretofore hidden by his maleness.

   The girls noticed it too. But it didn't stop them from their

indelicate teasing. Their hilarity grew ever more boisterous as

they thrust new feminine accoutrements on him. Evening gloves, a

little black purse, a black silk choker which Suzy had to stand on

a chair to fasten for the trembling young boy in a gown and

barrettes to pull back his hair. With the addition of each item

Stephen resembled less and less the timid boy that had arrived

moments before or even the broad burlesque of girlhood and instead

was becoming a darling doll, cute perhaps even pretty. The girls'

task now shifted subtlely from direct humiliation and cruel teasing

to one of Stephen's beautification and they conferred over what

would be most becoming on "her."

   "You know I've forgotten how much fun it was to play with

dolls," Nancy said as she fastened a pair of pearl earrings to

Stephen's ears. Meanwhile Bonnie continued to snap pictures of the

unfolding transformation.

   Suddenly the door opened and Francesca's mother walked in.

Stephen thought, "Rescue at last," as the imposing and beautiful

Carlotta Esposito walked unsmilingly over to the Cinderella's

chair. Her hair pulled back severely in a bun and her eyes flared

with exotic eyeliner, Carlotta needed only a mantilla and castenets

to round out her impression as a haughty flamenco dancer.

   She stood looking up at him sternly and then at the girls. At

last she said, "Where's his make up?" Stephen's heart sunk as

laughter once again filled the room.

   It stopped abruptly when Carlotta spoke again, "You little

twerp. You thought you could ask my daughter out and now look at

you. You're a princess in satin and tulle. What an adorable girl

you make." She walked around him, sneering at his helplessness.

   "You've done very well, girls. He's perfect. A perfect little


   "He does look good, doesn't he?" Francesca said. "It's a shame

we can't put make up on him. He'd really look like a girl then."

   "Why can't you?" Carlotta said bluntly.

   "Well, it's getting late for one." Francesca said.

   "Oh, dear daughter have you no imagination? If you dressed him

today, you can dress him tomorrow and the next day and the next.

You have the pictures. What can he do? Leave town? I don't think

so. No, you can have your plaything as long as you want. Can't

they, little darling," Carlotta said, reaching out to tweak the

cups of his bra.

   Stephen said nothing but looked singularly pathetic as his

pearl earrings twinkled in the evening sunset. A reluctant

Cinderella, he seemed resigned to his dreamdate gone awry while

Francesca's beauty seemed only more desirable for its


   "I think we should lay down some rules here. First of all,

shave your legs, girlie. This is repulsive." Carlotta said as she

contemptuously rubbed her hand over the sparse fur on his calfs.

   "But what about gym class?" he cried.

   "What about gym class? You're a big girl. You'll think of

something. Join the swim team. Then you can shave your whole body.

Next I think he should meet here every Wednesday for his 'session'

with the girls. The Wednesday Afternoon Girl Club. And one more

thing: start growing your hair out, honey. You haven't too far too

go. It's already past your ears. One more month and we'll give you

a perm. Wigs are fine for transvestites but very unbecoming on real

girls like yourself." Raucous laughter.

   That night Stephen stared up at the ceiling, Carlotta's words

ringing in his ears. "Little Darling." "Princess." "A perfect

little girl." How could he possibly do what she asked of him. He

slept little that first week and when Tuesday night rolled around

he found himself locked into the bathroom with a safety razor and

a can of shaving cream. Half an hour later his legs were smooth and

soft. He couldn't help marveling at how the absence of hair made

his legs look . . . feminine. There was no other word for it. He

ran his hands over his thighs again and again. Feeling a rough spot

he applied more cream and ran the razor over it. Smooth. It was

suddenly an exhilarating experience. A depilating experience. He

felt his arms and without thinking began to shave them as well. He

even shaved the straggly first signs of puberty under his arms.

Sleep came easily that night despite the strangeness he felt as the

sheets moved against his hairless body.

   The next day he chewed his nails through every class and tried

to avoid the three girls who eagerly awaited the next Girl Club

session. At lunch Nancy appeared beside him in the cafeteria and

whispered, "Long sleeves for such a hot day. Did you shave, little

girl?" And in math class Francesca sent him a note that read,

"You're going to look good tonight. Can't wait." He avoided her

laughing smile.

   After school he walked to Francesca's, quite conscious of his

hairless body moving against his clothes. What would they do to him

today? How could he escape?

   He knocked quietly on the door. Francesca pulled him in. She

was wearing a peasant blouse, jeans and had her hair pulled back

with a butterfly clip. She was beautiful. Suzy, Nancy and Bonnie

were waiting for him in the livingroom. They pulled the curtains

shut and turned on some lights.

   "Today the girl's club is going to play with their doll. And

here's our doll," Francesca announced.

   "Oooh, he's ugly."


   "Strip him!"

   Francesca turned to Stephen and shrugged, "You heard the

girls. It's time to take your clothes off, Dolly."

   "My clothes? In front of you . . ."

   "What's the big deal? We're all girls here."

   "But I'm not a girl."

   "No, you're not, are you," Francesca said, placing her hands

on his shoulders and then sliding them down to his shirt front

where they began unbuttoning his shirt. "But you will be."

   The closeness of her body had the effect of a tranquilizing

dart and as her hands moved quickly from button to button he felt

as though they were partners in a pas de deux. Obediently he lifted

his feet so that she could slide his pants off and then she began

to peel off his underpants while the audience of girls watched in

rapt amazement at her control of the situation.

   Soon he stood before them, a naked doll. Bonnie broke the


   "Who brought the bras?"

   "I did," Suzy said. She opened a plastic bag full of lingerie

and removed out a skimpy black bra.

   "That's no good. He's going to need an underwired bra with

plenty of padding . . . to start with anyhow," Nancy said.

   "Okay what about this one," Suzy said, holding up a white

longline bra whose cups looked full even as they hung from her


   "Yeah, that's good. Hook him up, Suzy," Francesca said.

   Suzy approached the naked young boy as though he were prey and

the brassiere were a trap. Which it was.

   A moment later the girls had their venus under construction

wired in and cupped out. This was just the beginning, of course.

Soon heels, hose and a breathtaking fanny padder were added until

the ungainly princess was taking shape, so to speak, before the

girls' eyes.

   The addition of lingerie to his limp and passive male form

did more than just append a few feminine curves to his body, it

gave him, even from the short distance that the girls viewed him,

the look of a doe-eyed ingenue. He could have been a young model

between changes, her hair tousled by the quick removal a sweater

or a junior miss mannequin with the sloping posture of seductive

girlhood. Francesca corrected that problem by standing behind him

and pulling his shoulders back sharply which thrust the cups

forward into space like white bullets.

   "That's better. Be proud of your assets," Francesca said,

slapping his butt with the back of her hand.

   "I want to see him walk around in his bra and heels," Bonnie

said as she retrieved the camera from her purse.

   "You heard her. Walk." Francesca said.

   Stephen took a few steps in his high heels before he tripped

over Nancy's extended foot and fell. As he lay sprawled out on the

thick pile carpet Bonnie began snapping pictures. "Stay there a

moment. You look so helpless. I like it." Stephen turned back to

look at her and caught the flash head on. It made a good picture:

the brassiered boy, his padded fanny sticking up in the air, white

bra straps cutting into his back, his face turned back to the

camera, red with shame. Bonnie pulled his leg up so that the heel

dangled seductively from his toes and took more pictures. "Smile."

   Smiling was the last thing he felt like doing but he managed

to force his lips into a grimace that when developed later could

be mistaken for a lusty leer.

   It was at this point that Carlotta arrived home from work. She

smiled broadly as she saw the padded lad stretched out on the

floor. She walked over to the Stephen and knelt down by his head,

making sure that he had ample opportunity to look up her skirt, a

view unfettered by panties.

   "Oh girls, girls, girls. You've forgotten the best part: his

make up. Take him to the upstairs bathroom and I'll join you in a


   Carlotta's decisive request brought prompt action from the

girls who grabbed their hapless victim by the arms and hoisted him

up the stairs.

   The bathroom was large with a bank of mirrors covering one

wall. The girls seated Stephen on a stool facing the mirrors and

Carlotta reappeared with a small tote bag bursting with cosmetics.

   "Oh, this is going to be fun," she said laying the bottles,

pencils and jars out on the counter top. "Now I think that the look

we're after here is bold and brassy," she said blotting Stephen's

face with foundation until he looked like a kabuki actor. When the

canvas was totally blank Carlotta began applying her palette of

bright reds, vivid blacks and velvety blues. The girls watched in

amazement as Stephen's frightened pallor disappeared and was

replaced by an exceedingly cheap but quite vivacious mask of

sensuality. When the last false eyelash had been affixed Carlotta

backed away and Stephen saw himself at last in the mirror. His gasp

was audible and the girls exchanged knowing smiles. He face made

the strong graphic impression of wanton girlish sexuality despite

the emotions of despair and terror he was feeling beneath the mask

of powder and paint. The incongruity resulted in a strange mixture

of sultriness and vulnerability, a mixture that excited Carlotta

and the girls with its new possibilities for humiliation and

torture and they hurried to complete Stephen's transformation.

   "It's wigtime," Carlotta said.

   Nancy disappeared and returned quickly with the pageboy wig.

Carlotta pulled it down snugly over Stephen's head and combed it

out. Then she pulled it back tightly and created a poufy ponytail

with a length of pink ribbon. "That's more like it. He's a real

girl now. Look at him. A ponytail princess."

   The male erasure was now total. Stephen stared into the mirror

looking for a trace of his lost boyness but even the slightest nod

of his head seemed a deeply feminine gesture. He did not seem

capable of moving without a daintiness, a delicacy borne of his new

feminine appearance. This wasn't an outcome that the girls or he

had foreseen. However, Carlotta seemed to know exactly what was

taking place beneath the crown of dynel curls. She knew that any

coarse movements or gracelessly boyish gestures on Stephen's part

would violate the virgin in the mirror and make her a mere cartoon

of a boy in a bra when in the young man's mind she was already

assuming more than the two dimensions he examined so intently in

his reflection.

   "I think she's ready for some clothes," Carlotta said, pulling

Stephen out of his revery. "Come on. Let's go into my bedroom . .

. girls." The girls were eager to complete the last act of their

doll's drama, and beat a hasty retreat to Carlotta's bedroom where

they began to rummage through Carlotta's closets for the perfect

dress. Carlotta and Stephen remained behind for a moment. His gaze

was still affixed to the miraculous image of his girlishness.

Carlotta spoke to him softly, "Stephen . . ." He turned to look up

at her, a doe-eyed innocent in false eyelashes. "Mommy thinks your

a very pretty girl. Let's go find a dress, shall we?" She took him

by the arm and lifted him off the stool and they floated, like two

heavily made-up angels, into the bedroom.

   Carlotta sat Stephen down on the edge of her enormous bed

while the girls brought up sweaters and skirts, dresses and gowns

for Carlotta's approval. None of the sexy outfits they selected

seemed to appeal to Carlotta's exacting taste and finally she went

to the closet and selected a summer sun dress with a wide skirt,

puffed sleeves and a demure scoop neckline.

   Soon Stephen was modeling the sun dress for the girls who now

sat on the bed whispering and giggling as he turned round at

Carlotta's instruction. The dress, wholesome and homespun, fit

perfect with his ponytail and bangs but contrasted vividly with his

garish make-up and continued the conundrum of the waify looking

whore. But Stephen seemed unaware now of the discrepancy between

his face and the rest of his feminine form. In fact, he seemed

unaware of the girls, Carlotta or the oddly poignant figure he cut

as he whirled the dress around and around. He seemed aware only of

the dress itself, swirling and fanning out and allowing his legs

a freedom that pants never did. And aware also of the tight bodice

which clung to his torso and provided a perfect debut for his

virginal bust: chaste and yet unquestionably inviting. His eyes

fell to his bodice with a look that appeared to combine lust and

pride at his own curvaceousness. The puffed sleeves added a

piquancy, arousing, perhaps, because of its old-fashioned

femininity, a quality that Carlotta was surely trying to evoke in

the girls' living doll.

   Francesca, amused at first by Stephen's emotional

transformation, began to grow bored with the prissy little country

queen her mother had fashioned for them. She wanted to make her

pretty doll squirm in his gingham dress. She got up off the bed and

began to mock his darling dance. "You think you're a girl now,

don't you?"

   Stephen stared at her blankly and then at Carlotta who looked


   "I feel like a girl," he said tentatively in a shy little

voice that slipped out of his painted mouth like a plea for mercy.

   Francesca was never more beautiful than when she allowed her

intelligence to inform her wickedness and Stephen swooned as a

thoughtfully crooked smile crossed her face. Swooned, not with

desire but with envy at Francesca's malevolent beauty.

   "Our doll has developed a mind of her own. Tell us, sweet

thing, what kind of girl are you?" Francesca said, as she lifted

the long skirt and held it up, briefly exposing the newly modest

parts of Stephen's anatomy. Stephen blushed deeply, a response

befitting his quiet, country girl demeanor. The girls loved it.

Carlotta said nothing.

   "It's getting warm in here isn't it, girls," Francesca said,

letting the dress fall and pulling off her sweater and urging the

other girls to do the same. She wore a very revealing brassiere

that cupped her breasts seductively. Soon all the girls had

stripped to their pretty bras and panties and surrounded their

country queen taunting him with their nubile and luscious bodies.

Carlotta remained on the bed but after a hopeful look from Stephen,

she too removed her blouse, exposing her black bra and captivating

cleavage. While Stephen watched, as in a trance, she unhooked her

brassiere and coyly dropped it off the side of the bed. Then, as

though she had just discovered them for the first time, she cupped

her breasts lovingly, pinching the nipples and caressing them with

a great tenderness. The other girls followed suit and soon Stephen

was encircled by a chorus of licentious nymphs each trying to outdo

the other in their enticing charms. As the dance reached the apogee

of lustful desire Francesca pulled up Stephen's skirt while Nancy

yanked down the fanny padder disclosing the throbbing information

that Francesca had wanted to extract from him all along.

   As Bonnie's camera clicked away and Francesca gloated,

Carlotta leaned back on the bed, her long black hair undone and

falling over her naked shoulders. Stephen looked tearfully at her

as she mouthed the words, "Mommy thinks you're a very pretty girl."

It was the end of the first girl's club.

   During the week following that first terrifying encounter with

the power of womanhood Stephen agonized over every minute of his

tormented transformation and its cruel denouement. What upset him

most was not the humiliation he suffered at their hands but his

surrender to his own girlish beauty. The seduction of his own

femininity was far more disturbing to him than Carlotta's


   Not that he was aware of this of course. A searing pain that

encompassed the entire event was all he felt but each night in his

dreams he returned to the mirror and was served with the same

vision of pony-tailed sweetness, of his own Barby doll portrait of

Dorian Gray. In the morning the images of himself as a radiant

teenage girl were gone and in their place only the residue of heavy


   The night before the meeting he found himself once again in

the bathroom shaving his legs and arms. But this time his skin

tingled not with the suspense of being discovered but at the sheer

excitement of the act itself, the first step in a transformation

ritual. As he cleaned his mother's razor and put it back in the

drawer he caught himself in the mirror. He was trembling visibly.

His hand went up to his face, a simple gesture which rapidly

progressed in his mind's eye from merely effeminate to feminine.

He stood there for a long moment in a frozen pose of coy

girlishness. It was an echo of his recurring dream and when he

moved again it was not as a boy but as a girl admiring herself in

the mirror. He had begun casting his own spells.

   Despite this flirtation with the increasingly exciting idea

of being a girl he was still petrified at the impending Girls' Club

meeting. More so perhaps because of his late night revery in the

bathroom. He now harbored a secret far more precious to him than

his adventures in girls' clothing and as he approached Francesca's

house he feared his budding fascination with femininity might be

readily apparent to the girls, as though he had traces of lipstick

on his lips or the indentations of imaginary bra straps marked his


   When Francesca answered the door the next day she seemed

almost bored at Stephen's arrival. She seemed to be expecting

someone a great deal more exciting. "Go upstairs. Mom's waiting for

you," was all she said.

   Stephen went upstairs and into Carlotta's room where she was

laying out things on the bed for him. She looked up and smiled with

mock surprise. "I don't think I've ever seen you as a boy before,"

she said taking him in with a long up and down glance. "You're much

prettier as a girl. Go in the bathroom and take your clothes off.

Then wait for me."

   Stephen hoped he'd concealed the lightness of his step as he

minced to the bathroom. He hadn't. Carlotta noticed and smiled to

herself as she finished folding the clothes. When she arrived in

the bathroom Stephen was sitting naked on the stool facing the


   "Here put these on," she said handing him a pair of pink

panties. Then methodically she began making his face up, this time

taking special care to let him watch and participate in his facial

transformation. It was almost a learning exercise and Carlotta took

pains to praise him when he applied his false eyelashes evenly or

lined his lips with the red pencil she suggested. She sensed the

subtle shift in his attitude toward these girl behaviors from the

quickness with which he adapted to the meticulous tasks of

feminizing his features. When she left him alone for a moment to

retrieve a tube of mascara from her purse she found, upon her

return, that he was leaning into the mirror and daubing bits of

color from a blusher compact onto his cheeks. She ran to get

Bonnie's camera and snapped a picture as his stroked his cheeks

with the blusher brush. He turned sharply at the flash and smiled

weakly as she entered and then resumed his effort. She lavished

more praise on him and suggested this or that color to heighten the


   All in all, his look was much less tawdry than the week before

though you couldn't really call it subtle. It resembled a typical

teenage girls' failing attempt to resist the seductions of a

department store cosmetics counter. In fact, his face resembled the

masklike professional excess of a cosmetic counter girl.

   Of course, that was just his face. Had one stood back and

observed his entire body he might have been mistaken for a

harlequin in pink panties. But that would soon be remedied.

   "I have a surprise for you," Carlotta said as Stephen fussed

with the mascara brush.

   He turned to her and smiled. Over the course of the hour his

obvious pleasure in the transformation process could not be

concealed but somehow that didn't matter. Carlotta seemed so

understanding, so helpful now.

   "Don't you want to know what it is?" she asked teasingly.

   Stephen blushed. "What is it?" he asked shyly.

   "Something to make you twice as pretty," she said, pulling a

long, smooth fall from a box. It was light brown to match his own

hair. She put the fall aside for a moment and brushed out Stephen's

own hair, giving him bangs that fell past his eyebrows. Then she

tenderly placed the fall over Stephen's head like a crown,

carefully arranging his own hair so that it met the fall

seamlessly, then backcombing the fall to give it a bouffant

fullness at the top of his head. Very sixties. Very sexy.

Stephen was thrilled with his hairdo, turning his head to examine

how he looked in profile and marvelling at the rush he got at the

way the fall tumbled over his bare shoulders. He caught Carlotta

watching him in the mirror and she smiled warmly at him.

   "Ready for your bra?"

   "Yes, please," Stephen said with an undisguised eagerness.

   Carlotta ran from the room, heels clicking on the tile floor,

and returned with a strapless push-up brassiere. She looked

momentarily perplexed when faced with Stephen's less than buxom


   "We'll have to tape up your baby fat to give you some


   Fifteen minutes later Carlotta was looking down Stephen's bra

at an admirable pair of breasts nuzzling together cozily to create

the successful illusion of bustiness. These new and significant

additions to his female physique brought a wetness to his eyes and

a quickness to his heart. Every minute he spent with Carlotta he

became a more convincing girl. In fact, it would have been hard to

believe that one hour before he had been a boy and that 30 minutes

later he had become a female impersonator in transition and now an

emerging teen queen with breasts that actually cast heavy shadows.

As he progressed from one stage to another his excitement became

harder and harder to contain, especially since Carlotta seemed

equally delighted with his metamorphosis until they were both

giggling like teenage girls at the amazing success of Stephen's


   "Now we come to the hard part," Carlotta said in an abruptly

serious voice.

   Stephen's face clouded over instantly. "What?"

   "Deciding what you're going to wear?" she said laughing at his

sudden anxiety. Then she merrily ran off to her closet and returned

with a blouse and skirt still in dry cleaner bags.

   "Here's your blouse and skirt. But first you'd better put on

these black tights and your fanny padder."

   Stephen unwrapped the brand new tights and pulled them on,

taking care to admire his slender legs encased in black lycra, then

the fanny padder and the skirt, a short and tight miniskirt that

made the most of his newly curvy buttocks and finally the blouse,

a white off the shoulder peasant chemise that dramatically focussed

attention on his shadowy cleavage with its lacy filigree across his


   When all these ingredients had been assembled Carlotta led him

to the long oval mirror in her bedroom, making sure that he

couldn't see himself until the moment that she wanted him to. At

last she turned him around to face her triumphant handiwork. He

gasped and his knees gave way for a second. He had never

experienced such an exotic feeling of euphoria. He had never

considered that he could pass for a girl and even when that

possibility had presented itself he had never imagined that he

would be so captivating, not merely convincingly female but

exquisitely feminine, exuding a daintiness, am allure that

transcended the mere trappings of girlhood. He turned to look at

Carlotta. She smiled at him like a madonna.

   "How do you like it so far?" she asked him, as she fastened

a black silk choker around his neck.

   "I never thought it could . . . I never thought I could . .


   "But you can and you have," Carlotta said, turning him round

to attach a pair of large hoop earrings. "Now if you'll step into

your heels I think you're ready to join the other girls."

   Stephen shot Carlotta an apprehensive look but she was already

on her way downstairs. He looked back at the mirror. The earrings

and choker completed the sixties look. He thought the teased bubble

of hair on top was extremely sexy. He slipped on the heels and

began the descent, turning as he reached the door for one last

glance at his image in the mirror. He didn't want to leave her,

this girl with the light brown hair falling demurely over naked

shoulders and buns straining against their skirted bondage. She was

sweet. She was sexy.

   As he broke away from her enchanting beauty his eye fell on

a picture that sat on Carlotta's dresser. It was a photograph of

a pretty young girl with hair styled in a fashion similar to his

own coiffure and wearing the same skirt and blouse. She was smiling

at the camera in a manner both kittenish and dreamy. It was

Carlotta. He took the picture back to the mirror and compared

himself to it. The similarity was striking. Even the overdone

eyeliner was the same. Carlotta had fashioned him in her youthful

image. What did it mean? He put the picture back and headed for the

stairway, once again uncertain of what was happening to him.


   I thought I knew what was happening when I developed a crush

on Francesca. I thought I knew what was happening when she asked

me to meet her mother and now I think I know what is happening as

I hit the first tread of the stair, my heels digging into the

carpet and pulling the threads of fabric up with a noise like

distant velcro.

   But did you know what would happen when I hit the bottom of

the stair, when Francesca spotted me in her mother's old clothes

and with a hairstyle ressurected from the fabulous sixties.? Did

you predict that Carlotta might turn away again at the crucial

moment just when I needed to see her loving glance of approval as

I displayed my new bosom for the girls, mincing past my tormentors

with a demeanor that for once cannot be described as demure.

   Do you have a clear picture of Carlotta?  An old she-wolf with

a leathery neck and whisky-drenched voice? No, I don't think so.

A aging bosom with spots and lips whose tiny tributaries run high

with gloss? No. A mummified tart whose unrepentant long hair still

bears the sheen of her wonder years? No. Who is Carlotta and why

do the wounds she inflicts never heal?

   Why do I build a shrines to her in my sleep? To say she is

severe is to say that my bosoms bud and I wobble like a fawn in my

heels. Her devotion to my toilette is legendary, her wickedness

convenient. But not as convenient as my mute permission to be

swathed in spandex, bathed in Chanel and misted with Miss Clairol.

   It's not Carlotta who's the mystery here at all. We know her.

She's the most familiar prop in the trunk. Auntie Stern and her

fabulous wardrobe of guilt. I should have been a Lennon Sister

smiling across Southern Seas. I could be one even now as I descend

the stairway and glide across the set twirling a parasol with

dangerous things beneath my antebellum gown and not a trace of

three-dimensionality. Behold the Anti-Belle.

   No, Carlotta, in her leopardskin leotard, ankh disappearing

in her creamy cleavage, is not the mystery woman here. It's me.

It's the boy in the dress. Pale and wan with a curious lack of

secondary sex characteristics. Lips: full. Hair: longish. Hips:

girlish. And, poor thing, horribly mute. He suffers for his desire

but keeps mum nonetheless. Keeping mum is what it's all about.

   Am I still descending the stairway? Or have you left me to

read backwards to where my foot left the carpet and your lust was

disengaged as my heel hit the clutch and we began to coast

together, gliding together down the stairway while Francesca and

her cardboard friends wait in aspic. They can wait. We'll put them

on ice for now. Francesca's type can be reheated indefinitely. But

let's glide now. Can you see us gliding down the stairs like a herd

of Glinda the Goods, Anti-belles in bubbles floating down to our

curious fate. Curious and predictable.

   I have a better idea. Let's leave the stairway and fly out of

the house. It never had a roof anyway. It was just a set. Like

"Father Knows Best" or "Leave it to Beaver." We be gliding Glindas

now, flying out over the silent cities of drag. Our hooped skirts

swing and sway like belles and our petticoats sputter like flags

in a windstorm. My fall might fall but who cares, we're cruising

over the world in drag below and headed for Venus. Once again.

   Oh, my lost little girls what happened when we strayed into

Mommie's domain and watched her bend at the waist and lap the ends

of her bra, watched her breasts fell neatly into the cups? Or when

we saw her by the mirror, applying lipstick, turning her lips

bright red or soft pink or watermelon blood or virginal peach? Did

she lean over us and squeeze our cheeks or did she take the brass

bullet out and rub our own tiny lips with that mutating balm.

   Or were our womanly synapses created in the womb? Did our

mothers paw through the pink section, imagining their little girls,

little replicants of themselves, growing up perfect and going off

in prom gowns and getting married to Mr. Right and breaking the

cycle of Mr. Wrongs. Were we to be the link that breaks the sad

chain of our mother's sorrow? And when we emerged and the blue

cigars were passed around, did that dream die hard?

   Or was it a revenge on all males that led our Carlottas and

Auntie Sterns to subvert Daddy's message and replace it in the

adolescent night with petticoat and periwinkle, watermelon blush

and strapless bra. Stealing into our dreams and turning our shiny

shields around so that we might admire our own reflections.

   Or was it father's abdication in that rosy post-war bliss. To

relinquish his throne for a lazy-boy and never see the boy hiding

behind the ottoman peering up at his imperious invisibility.

   Or was the fate sealed in our stars, dear Brutus. Delivered

by a mincing virus from outer space, a femme spore alighting on a

pie cooling on the sill, ingested in a slice and traveling

groinward where it sat twiddling its protoplasm until we reached

our dresswearing years and then asserting its bifurcating demands.

   Oh, my mute darlings, are your temperatures rising, have I

lost you entirely. Wait, wait a minute, I might yet return to

Carlotta and Francesca. But stay with me a bit longer. I need your

company out here in these moot and silent stars.

   But I see I am alone, wandering the desert at twilight in

search of lipgloss, a belle still, in hoop skirts and ringlets. On

the horizon a lone figure is waving to me. My petticoats gather the

goatsheads as I run toward it. My heels sink into sand. The dust

clings to my makeup creating the perfect matte finish at last. But

the figure becomes a saguaro cactus, not arms waving but stretched

skyward in thorny supplication and my perfect matte finish becomes

a pilgrim's pallor, not a mask of loveliness but a vision of

embalmed beauty.

   I turn skyward too. And there you are, my pretties, where I

have left you. Checking your hems and waiting. Waiting for

Carlotta's return and the fatal descent down the stairway into more

familiar territory. The desert is empty, it's true. And there are

no mirrors here but the air is cool and a breeze blows my ringlets

gently and I have a hunger for beauty apart from my own.

   But there you are suspended in space above me, encased in a

comforting bubble of sultry self-seduction and I must join you. On

the first tread of the stair at Carlotta's, the girls thawing

below, my hard-won beauty cribbed from an old Vogue, my demeanor

as submissive as a scarecrow. Ready, girls?


   The conversational din of the teen girls came to a sudden halt

as soon as Stephen's legs came into view on the stairway, and the

rest of his descent occurred in dramatic silence. The skirts, the

blouse, the choker, the hair. Then proud Carlotta took his hand as

his heels hit the floor and ushered him into the living room where

his judges awaited.

   "Oh, Mom, you've turned him into a Sixtie's chick," Francesca

said, squealing with pleasure at their antiquated doll. Bonnie

began snapping pictures one after the other.

   "Yes, she's cute, isn't she? An interesting combination of

little girl timidity and big girl lustiness, coy little bangs and

a choker from a hooker's top drawer, delicate lacy blouse and . .


   "And breasts to fill it," Suzy finished, running a finger down

Stephen's illusory cleavage. "How did you do that?"

   "Oh, it's nothing really," Carlotta laughed.

   "Turn around for us," Francesca ordered.

   Stephen obliged and the oohs and ahs as they eyed his buns

were immensely gratifying. It didn't go unnoticed.

   "Oh, look. He loves it when we admire his buns," Bonnie said.

   Francesca stood up and faced him, her hair was big and

beautiful. Her lips close to his. "You like being a girl, don't


   The blush rose from his cleavage and blossomed out beneath the

blusher in his cheeks. He looked down at his shiny heels.

   "I can't believe it. He actually enjoys being a girl,"

Francesca said to her friends.

   "What's so odd about that? You enjoy it, Francesca," her

mother said.

   "Yes, but . . ." Francesca smiled suddenly. "If you like it

so much, you'll love going to the prom as a girl."

   "Yes, I think a coming out party is a good idea," Carlotta

said, grinning up at the trembling boy with bangs.

   The following day Stephen was trying without success to

concentrate on his homework but the looming prospect of the Prom

filled him the oddest combination of dread and delight. He couldn't

decide how he felt and the agonizing debate his mind waged was

terribly bewildering. Absently doodling in the margins of his

notebook he found himself drawing possible hairstyles for his prom

night adventure. It was during this daydreaming that his mother

appeared behind him.

   "Francesca's mother came by this morning," she said.

   "Oh," Stephen said, covering the drawings with his arm.

   "Yes. She had some interesting things to say about you." Her

voice was flat.

   "About me?"

   "Yes, about you. She said that I might be interested in

looking at some photographs she had."

   "Photographs?" Stephen turned around and looked at her.

   "They were very interesting pictures but I couldn't believe

they were of you until she showed me this one," his mother said,

throwing the photo on his desk. It was the picture Carlotta had

taken in the bathroom as he applied his blush. There was no point

in bluffing.

   "She said," her voice breaking, "she said that you had broken

into their house and were caught trying on Francesca's clothes. She

said you need treatment."

   "But you didn't believe her, did you?"

   His mother was sobbing now. "I'm glad you're father's dead.

It would kill him to see these," she said throwing a handful of

pictures on the desk. They were all of Stephen is various states

of transvestment. On top was the picture Bonnie had taken as he had

fallen to the floor. He looked particularly slutty, staring back

at the camera in his bra and heels, his big pantied ass in the air.

Not at all the frightened boy he really was, but more a defiant

trollop caught in the midst of some disgusting sexual escapade.

   "But that's not how it was," he protested lamely.

   "How was it?" she screamed. "How was it when you were caught

redhanded in panties and brassiere putting make up on like a

teenage whore?"

   "But . . ."

   "How was it when your hair is teased like a girl's, when

you're wearing high heels and a skirt? Maybe Carlotta could have

made up a story but these pictures aren't fake. It's you. You

dressed up like a girl. And not just wearing panties but

everything. You look like a little slut when you're dressed. I

can't believe it," her voice cracked and trailed off.

   "What are you going to do?"

   "I don't know. Carlotta had some ideas but . . ." her teary

eyes went past her petrified son to the drawings on his notebook,

tiny pictures of bouffant coiffures, ponytails and pageboys, bubble

cuts and bangs.

   "Maybe she's right. Maybe she's right," she said as she

stormed out.



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